it's true

If you hurt me, I'm gonna hurt you. That's how it's gonna be from now on ..

for me ?

Harus bagaimana lagi
Dan terus begini
Dengarkan aku
Lihat ke mataku

Cukup sudah kau menghukum
Salahku tetap salahku
Benarkan ku berbicara
Agar bisa pulih semua

Namun harus sampai bila
Kau kan diam seribu bahasa

Maafkanlah ku tak bisa hidup tanpa kamu
Fahamilah ku tak mampu terus tanpa kamu
Bagaimana ku nanti bila tiada mengganti
Yang ku ada hanya kamu saja

Saat mata terpejam
Hanya kau ku terbayang
Menghapus semua segala rasa di jiwaku

Saat mata terbuka
Kamulah yang pertama
Tak mampu aku bayangkan
Hidup tanpa dirimu

Aku memang bersalah
Selalu saja mengabaikan mu
Dan tapi dah ku sedari
Segala perit kau lalui
Ku terlupa kau terluka

Dan memang selalu aku bersalah
Selalu saja mengabaikan mu meninggalkan mu
Dan tetapi itulah aku sedari
Segala perit yang kau lalui
Kerna diriku yang terus hanyut

Maafkanlah ku tak bisa hidup tanpa kamu
Bagaimana ku nanti bila tiada mengganti
Yang ku ada hanya kamu saja

Bagaimana ku nanti bila kau tak di sisi
Yang ku ada hanya kamu saja

bersyukur kepada ALLAH (:

trime kasih ya allah , kau tlh beri keputusan yg memuaskan utk certain sbjcts (: , aku sgt bersyukur ya allah . tak lpe jugak to my teachers , thanks sbb you guys tande my papers well . to ADDMATHS , aku akan bkerja keras lg utk dpt better marks for SPM . aku takkan give up ! thanks Mr. Chew bcoz you support me , give me strength . i'll do my very best for spm . and of coz to my parents , without you .. im nothing . i'll give more A's for you mom , dad . insyaallah .

i'm happy weh (: , for certain sbjcts lah . ade jgk yg tak okay , tp pe yg aku harapkan , alhamdulillah , tercapai (: .. thanks to my bestie jgk , sbb die ade ckp , kite kene bljr , klau bljr , insyaallah kite dpt result okay . aku ikot weh pe yg kau ckp kat aku . thanks ! (:

this is only TRIAL lyana . SPM , WAJIB buat lg better okay (: , same2 doa supaye dpt excellent result nanti . AMIN .

dear bestie , PUTERI MAZ SAFURA

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY sayang !

my girl , my sister , my friend (: like i said to you , i love you like a fat kid loves cake

you are my life , you always make me smile , happy and YOU LIGHT UP MY LIFE !

thanks for being my BESTest FRIEND EVER (:

i hope our friendship will not til spm , i want you to be at my side ALWAYS !

seriously , i can't live without you dear .

there's something that you doesn't know about urself .. u are the BEST , LOYAL , KIND FRIEND ! im so lucky bcoz i could have a nice friend LIKE YOU PUTERI MAZ SAFURA

Please watch this video , i hope you like it (: , ILOVEYOUSOOMUCH sayangg .

ARGH

i'm tired of myself not being completely myself because you don't like it !

KAU

HEY SELFISH !
you know what ?
here , the truth is

yeahh , kau tau knpe ? sbb kau neh , bile susah br igt kawan . ble kau senang , kau lpe org belakang . bile kawan kau nak dpt MARKS lebih , kau BODEK cikgu ... kau ckp tak payah itu la , ini lah . bile kau punye marks TEROK , ko pandai plak nak pujuk2 cikgu , amik hati cikgu soh add marks kau . kau neh , MEMANG SELFISH ! btol la ape yang aku dga2 sblm neh . aku dah tau side mane yg btol n mane yg tak . tak baik kau buat kawan kau mcm tu . ko tak jage hati n perasaan dorg . kau igt kau sorg je PK MASE DEPAN ? dorg pn ade lah weh . STOP jadi selfish weh ! i'm begging you .

semakin lame aku knl kau , smkn muak kau tau ?
aku tau kau tak kesah if sspe benci kau ,
sbb hati kau tu dah keras !
tak penah pk perasaan org .

unbelievable

GOSH , sumpah tak pecaye pe yang aku dpt tadi .. pe yg aku rse aku dpt tak elok , dapat elok . ALHAMDULILLAH (: .. aku harap paper yang lain akan dapat yg elok jugak .


tapiii .. bm p1 ? boleh ke score tinggi ? arghhh ! tension tension ! takot , gemuruh , sume ade ah . aku harap sangat marks bm aku okay and others sbjct . AMIN (:

.. hmm

we may have gone threw some bad times but its all worth it happy endings are true

I often close my eyes
And I can see you smile
You reach out for my hand
And I'm woken from my dream
Although your heart is mine
It's hollow inside
I never had your love
And I never will

And every night
I lie awake
Thinking maybe you love me
Like I've always loved you
But how can you love me
Like I loved you when
You can't even look me straight in my eyes

I've never felt this way
To be so in love
To have someone there
Yet feel so alone
Aren't you supposed to be
The one to wipe my tears
The on to say that you would never leave

The waters calm and still
My reflection is there
I see you holding me
But then you disappear
All that is left of you
Is a memory
On that only, exists in my dreams

I don't know what hurts you
But I can feel it too
And it just hurts so much
To know that I can't do a thing
And deep down in my heart
Somehow I just know
That no matter what
I'll always love you

So why am I still here in the rain

HAMPA

kenape ? kenape ? takkan semua terok macam tu ? ahhh ! hati berdebar2 tgk cikgu bm masuk kelas =.=

tadi habis je paper ACC p1 , cikgu bm ckp .. nak kertas bm p2 x ? ade yg ckp nak , ade yg ckp taknak . so , ckgu ikot majority .. rmai yg taknak dpt kertas bm td =.= , br je mcm nak tau dpt brape . lame sket toh , ckgu ade ckp kt kiteorg .. rumusan yg paling elok pn sorg , tu pn 24/30 . WHAT ? so terok MANN ! why ? what's wrong with our bm paper ? arghh ! so STRESSFUL !

HAMPA ! SANGAT SANGAT HAMPA .. kalau bm tak elok . untk trial neh , aku aim result biarlah elok . especially bm =.= .. YA ALLAH , berikan lah keputusan yang cemerlang utk aku . aku dah stdy macam nak maty , macam nak pecah otak . aku berharap sgt , kali neh .. utk trial aku dpt result yg bgs2 .

esok mby dpt paper bm , aku tau ckgu akn tetap bg paper tu besok !
harap2 dpt elok , aminn (:

FUHH ! ((:

yeahh ! esok last paper tok trial ! ahaha , merdeka utk SEKETIKA (: TAPI .. lepas habis xam trial , ade bende lg yg nak kene hadapi =.= RESULT RESULT RESULT ! grr .

YA ALLAH

aku memohon kepadamu YA ALLAH , berikanlah aku keputusan yg cemerlang utk p.percubaan ini . aku ingin berkongsi kejayaanku ini bersama kedua dua ibubapa ku . aku tlh membuat yg sebaik mungkin . pd saat ini , aku hanya dpt berserah dan berdoa kepadamu YA ALLAH .

p/s : amin ramai2 (: , supaye hajat aku neh kesampaian . AMIN !

happy belated birthday

OH SAYANG (:

haha , weh (: happy belated birthday yaw ! sorry aku lambat post bnde neh . hee , suke kan kau ? ko dpt en pe yang kau nak ? jeles doe ! haha . hope pe yg kau nak dlm hidup , akn tercapai (: .. stdy hard ! stdy 1st , bersuke suke tu kurang kan . save kan sket duet kau toh . HAHA . HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY ! ! sayang kau sampai maty ((:

STU*ID

ah , kau igt aku BODOH ? back off lah ! such a BIG LIAR ! aku rse byk lg benda yg kau tipu aku kan ? heh , lantak kau ah weh . malas aku nak pk dah .

LIAR ! LIAR ! PANTS ON FIRE !